Is it bad that I don't care when I'm not involved lately?
Before I at least got a pinch of envy when everyone would run off and do something and I wouldn't be invited. I felt forgotten.
I still feel forgotten, but it no longer bothers me. I love not being part of the constant drama of anger or nonsense. Even though I feel like I'm missing a part of high school, I do not need all that shit that goes on.
If people could just get together and nobody would whisper secretly to someone else for once I might make an effort to become social again, but every time I try people get started and I just want to scream and run away.
It would be nice to want to care.
I have my Denny. And my Patsy. And every now and then I talk to Zoe.
That's the best I'm going to do for awhile and I am sticking with it.
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